How to save a soul...

How to save a soul...
How to save a soul, who has been blinded by the obscurity of night?
How to save a soul,  to which love is a foreign word?
How save a soul, in which hatred and shadow is its seal

How to save a soul,  a soul, that is possed by alcohol?
Possesed up to the grade of misery and bestiality?
Possesion that becomes a dagger,
Dagger that cuts into hundred  of pieces what was a divine material?

Light unknowns that Soul,
Soul unknowns the Truth,
Death's Whisper approaches,
The Scythe is ready to reap

Soul which ignores the Divine Truth,
Shall Perish into the confinement of  dust,
Conscience shall dilute into the blood of the maggots
Dots of oblivion,thoughts eaten into the infinity of black holes.

How to redeem a Soul, which has shattered thousands of dreams?
How to redeem a Soul..
Which has made of Curses its Sword?
And of Lies, its Shield?

As the light that shines through the tiny whole left in a cave,
Love saves that putrid seed,
Feel the Compassion encrypted in its Melody,
Perceive the Redemption written in the Scroll

Holy Scroll of Redemption,
Little Lamb that lies here,
May your love illuminate the pit,
May thy love, give her a hand.

If I could make the Sunset last for more,
If Sunset would last a little longer,
If in the Sunset I could defeat time, and pause my life,
Then, I would find the answer,
Of how to save thy Soul.

Contemplation

Contemplation:     What can be better than to enjoy the music of God?   what can be better than paying careful attention to the silence?   
Nowadays cities and even towns are so contaminated in the sound aspect, that it has become quite difficult to listen to the birds, not to say, almost impossible to listen crickets,  or the sound of the night.    It has to be quite a natural sound,  in order to be perceived by the modern human ears.   Lets say for example, the wind!    Not many sounds recreated by human can be compared to the one of the wind.   Beautiful and strong, it surrounds the microcosmos as the macrocosmos.  However, human seems to dislike it.     Why would that happen?  well, my theory is that wind reminds human about the wild nature of all things, the spontaneous birth of all life and non life.     
Whoever comes to read this blog,  have you thought for a minute what is your favorite sound of nature?    For me, none has a better meaning than the one of the birds singing before going to bed,  of their whispers of farewell to the father Sun,  when the arrival of Penumbra shines.     What do the bird parents tell to their pidgeons?  that is a question that I have wondered since childhood.    Do they sing lullabies?  are they merely telling them to go to sleep?        As the night arrives, the birds sing, the cat crowd wakes up, and the piano plays,  I feel as if I was travelling to another dimension, similar to this one but nonetheless different. 

It is such a pity that in such a fake-scientific world as in the modern one, Nature's delicacies are most oftenly ignored.  Perhaps not ignored consciously,  but through the process of deafness and blindness of technology.   iPods, Smartphones,  etc..  isolate human from his reality.   Tell me please, what is the purpose of going jogging to the park if you're doing so while listening to music in an iPod?   sure of course it can "sound" cool to listen your favorite music while doing an activity that demands physical effort.   However,  why not to keep the music for home, and not listen to the birds, even the sound of the grass being cutted while you're jogging?  

If human is not able to contemplate what surrounds him,  then what hope is left for imagination, and therefore stimulation?    As a young person I can say that I enjoy activities such as playing videogames, watching films, and such, sure..   But in the modern world there's a bit too many visual experiences.   Human perceives EVERYTHING through his eyes.     The biggest problem of this is that he is getting used to the idea, of perceiving solely things pre-programmed by others.   And so,  he has no time for himself and imagination basically atrophies.

Drinking in excess kills, smoking kills, sedentarism kills even more,  but the suppresion of imagination kills and leaves zombies in the place of pentagrams.

What now?

Sometimes there's a moment in life in which one's initial plans don't go as expected.  As it happened to me in the past, for example.  However this time around it is not this what has happened, but merely that what I pretended to be my reality for at least the upcoming months, didnt last more than a week.     Lesson learned that I can teach or simply tell to people now?     Dreams cannot be replaced by a pale shadow of conformism.     With this I mean, that even though there might be circunstances in life in which your dreams and goals seem to be unreachable, you shouldnt try to replace them with a false sense of satisfaction, on something that deeply is just causing you disappointment.  You might fool your conscious, but you cannot fool your subconscious.

My idea of studying formally in a place once again has been shattered, as I cannot conform with what I felt during that week.  Actually, I don't want to feel the same shackles of repression that I felt during the old school years.  What will I do instead then?    study by myself, and continue contemplating life.    I'm an individual and as so, I feel happy and very, very lucky to have always got the chance to keep learning by myself.

Talking about something different.    I learned the hard way last week that doing too much exercise on a single day for a rusty body like mine can be quite harmful hehe.   In the american medicine world   HBP (High Blood Pressure) is known as the silent killer.   Well,  I believe that the real silent killer is sedentarism.   Such attitude towards life,  biggest form of alienation is much more harmful than how it is usually portrayed, moreover to be sedentary doesnt mean to be watching tv 24/7.  To be sedentary is simply the act of forgetting the use some of the parts of the body can do.     That's the main root,  then its a way downhill composed of:
1) Forgetting how to breath
2) Forgetting the inner power of the body
3) Blood circulation will become slower, heart will pump less
4)  As a tsunami, millions of cells in the body die.
5)  Is there still a way back to health?

So please next time that you think you're not sedentary, try to do a technologyless day.  Then you'll discover where you really stand.  Is it safe ground of petals, or thin ice?