Today's Bloom

It has been a while since I last wrote here. Last weeks have been quite revolutionary concerning my life as most certainly what was before a profound change in a rational way, has finally become a true change or better to say, realization of my life in many more senses than just words, thoughts, or concepts.    Truly have to give thanks of this in big part of the electricity and its projections in the mind.   Had it not been for what I consider was a black whole I was falling into mentally while physically having a flu,   I would not have realized that the most important tools were there the whole time. 
Sitting in confort while observing my breath has been a wonderful experience, which automatically has increased my discipline to keep repeating it in order 2 / 3 times a day,   while my procrastination has disappeared enormously.     I have grasped the truth that one cannot have the mind living illusions positively while at the same time whining about the negative illusions sprouting once again.   In order for the here and now to be enjoyable for you,  dedication and work to overcoming pleasurable fantasies must be done.   

As long as you enjoy the fruits of illusion and want them to be real,  you'll be chased and believe in the ghosts of illusion.   There isn't such thing as fruit of illusion and another ghost of illusion, there's no positive and negative illusion,  there is just illusion.   The beautiful oasis filled with green palms and pure water is nothing but a mind game.     In the digital go-getter global society we dream of having what we don't, we live a permanent role game in which we pretend to be something, an illusion.   If you add to this things such as alcohol or drugs, then is worse, as what is false and non-existent will solidify even more in your mind.   Most disorders of our day happen exactly because of this.   Concentration decreases,  anxiety arises,  discomfort comes,  anger appears.   It is also important to state that this is an infinite loop as long as we're not aware of it.

To be here and now is not so easy, specially in a beginning.  However,  to be here and now just demands to be concentrated in this moment, not to think or worse, worry about here and now in 5 minutes (how ironical).  

I believe the capacity of dreaming should be focused into a work of imagination.   When all of this mental capacity is channeled through this way, a filter of seeing things as how they are will be much more easily created.   Of course, this is just an idea and there's no way to prove it, it's just my intuition...   I have no idea where concepts such as "targets" and "ambition"  are left with such way of seeing things... at least not the kind of ambition that is composed of dreaming of what is not here.

There are still some very important aspects of the web for me, there is a hope.   Nonetheless,  planting the seed of reality is an every day exercise that I do outside of it.  Be it in the gym as I have returned there,  washing dishes, observing my breath, or simply cuddling my cats. 

****THE CONTROL WHICH BRINGS DELUSION, DOUBT, FEAR, AND MORE CONTROL IS THE UNSKILFUL PATH, THE UNSKILFUL WAY OF ACTING IN RESPONSE TO THE THOUGHTS****    UNSKILFUL IS THE EXTERNAL TO THE HEART, TO THE COMMUNICATION OF THE SOULS.    
IN WHICH THERE IS FEAR, DOUBT, CONTROL THERE IS NOTHING BUT THE DARK. 

IN THE CUDDLING OF THE SPIRITS, NURTURING MYSELF AND OTHERS THERE IS THE NATURAL HAPPINESS OF THE BEING.    AS I AM BEING TRULY HAPPY TO MYSELF AND TO MY LOVE, IM BEING GOOD AND COMPASSIONATE TO ALL. 

THE SPROUT OF JOY IS HERE AND NOW...